Chapter 261: Vivian Confession [2]

Hearing Vivian's confession, I looked at her with a flat face devoid of emotion. She didn't stop at that.

"I spied every night, unable to hold off my desire and lust. Yes, I understand that I am lusting after you. I... I am such a hypocrite! I hate my former husband cheating on me, but I lust after my daughter's beloved. I am not fit to be a mother! I have had enough of hiding it from you and decided to confess.

"Please... Do punish this bad mother. Do take me to the church and brand me as a Sinner. I... I failed to meet your expectations. I am not good enough to be your mother figure."

"That's enough, Madam." I decided to interrupt her with a soft voice and held her hand gently before she said anything more.

If I let her ramble again, it would only increase her guilt.

"I don't really mind that. In fact, I must confess something to you too."

Vivian raised her face. It was stained with tears that dripped from the corner of her eyes.

"You don't mind?" She asked in a low voice. "But I..."

"I am already aware that you're spying on me," I said with a soft tone.

"And I know my sister Rania and my nuns are aware of it too. I don't know about Eliza and Cecil, but almost everyone in the mansion is aware of what you did, and we didn't mind at all nor think of you as unworthy as a mother. You're a wonderful person and just a little bit frustrated."

"No, you're wrong!" Vivian disagreed as she shook her head. "I am not frustrated. I... I really am lusting after you! Looking at you doing that with other girls makes me aroused. I love to watch you treat my daughter harshly, making her have a dirty look on her face, staining her with your semen!"

'Isn't she too honest now?' I thought as I listened to her.

"I love to watch you spank your sister, who bullied my daughter in the past. And I imagined myself in her place, on top of my daughter, while you thrust your big cock inside me, impregnating me with your child. I... I am a Sinner! I am a dirty woman who loves watching my son and daughter having sex!"

I did want to make Vivian fall by purposely showing my play with Eliza, Cecil, and Rania without interrupting her <Clairvoyance>, but...

'Isn't she falling too deep? I mean... she has turned into a perverted milf.'

Without me doing anything to her, she just peeped at us and masturbated on herself. Combined with her frustration of having her husband cheat on her, she turned all that into lust when she coincidentally watched me take Eliza's virginity in Rose Barony.

'And she can't stop until she turns like this.'

"That's why I have a little request." Vivian looked at me with her eyes turned red from crying. "Please satisfy me before I confess to the church that I am such a Sinner. That I have fallen to my own lust."

Vivian's smile turned into a desperate one. She was begging me with her eyes like a broken woman.

"Madam," I spoke in a reassuring tone as I clutched her hands tighter. "You aren't at fault."

"But I... I did something unforgivable-!"

"Everyone is like that." I interrupted her. "I will tell you the truth that I haven't told anyone yet. Only a few people know about this."

If I let her continue, it would break Vivian. She had fallen by herself before I could even take action to 'coincidentally' see her and expose her to Eliza or Cecil. That made me wonder whether Vivian was actually a massive pervert with a voyeur since the start.

When Linda showed her the recording of her husband cheating, she only frowned in displeasure and divorced him for Eliza's happiness. At first, I thought it was because she didn't love him, but now I know the real reason.

'Vivian is also a massive pervert who has a voyeur fetish and loves to watch her loved one, her daughter, have sex with someone else.'

"Actually..." I looked at Vivian seriously. "I have dominated Eliza, Madam. Not only her but Emilia too. I have sex with another girl every day, and I even have sex with 20 nuns before I return home earlier."

At my words, Vivian only looked at me with a vivid gaze while fidgeting. She had no real reaction, but her hand became warmer. Using my <Appraisal>, I noticed a status beside her name.

Name: Vivian Claydall (Aroused)

In her mind, she must've imagined what I did. This... she truly had no way back. The flower of society had been turned into a massive pervert because she spied on me, having various kinds of sex with my girls.

Guilt wasn't what appeared inside me. But instead, I felt satisfaction that I could make a widow fall for me without me making a move on her directly.

"That's my confession, Madam Vivian. I am not what you think I am. However, I love all my lovers equally. I love Eliza, and I also love you."

"Ah..." A voice escaped Vivian's lips as I suddenly kissed her.

Vivian refused to know what kind of person she truly was after realizing it.

She didn't want to accept her dirty self, thinking that being lustful was a grave sin. Normally, that would be the case. But she must've heard the voice telling her that she got no Sins even after masturbating. That should reassure her a little, but...

'She still feels guilty to me, the one she thought of as her own son, and to her daughter, Eliza.'

That guilt was the one that made her want to confess her sin to the church. And her little wish was probably to live in another place so she wouldn't indulge herself like this anymore.

'But I won't allow that. I will make her feel accepted the way she truly is.'

I pulled away after a light peck and looked at Vivian's shocked gaze. Her hand covered her mouth as her eyes widened.

"Why..." She asked in a low voice. "Why did you kiss me?"

"I want you to accept yourself," I replied, looking at her. "Everyone has flaws, including me. And that lust... that excessive love you feel is part of you, Madam. That's no sin. It will only be Sins if the Goddess said so. Did you hear that you get Sins from the Goddess?"

"N-No." Vivian shook her head. "I heard that I got no Sins just now."

"Then you are no Sinner." I smiled softly at her and sat down on my chair, sipping the tea. "You are just yourself, Madam. If you are still worried, why don't we talk with Eliza later? That's your punishment for peeping on me." I continued.

'Eliza should be able to accept her mother's fetish. After all, she is also similar to her.'

"Am I allowed to?" Vivian's voice was still weak and unsure. "What if Eliza hates me? I am such a failure of a mother..."

"Don't worry, Madam Vivian. I will be there with you."

"Arthur..." She looked at me and wiped her tears, smiling softly. "You're such a kind boy. I am truly sorry for what I did. I... I won't do it again."

'No, Vivian. I know you will spy on me again. At that time, you won't be able to hold back any longer and choose to join.' I thought, guessing what she would do in the future.

But I didn't say that loudly. Instead, I smiled softly at her.

"I forgive you, Madam. And I hope you can accept yourself." I said, "Tell me if you need help with anything. I will do my best to help, no matter what it is."

What I implied was, 'Even if you want to have sex, I will help you. I love you and already showed it with my kiss earlier.'

It seemed like she also noticed that. Her cheek was dyed red as she nodded slightly.

"Thank you. Please help me talk with my beloved daughter when she arrives." She smiled, "As for that matter... I will decide after I talk with Eliza. I don't want to hurt her anymore, so I will stop if she don't allow me to."

"Of course." I nodded. "I guess her training needs to be paused for today. It's better if both of you spend your time together."