Chapter 220: Sheep that Devours the Wolf (4)

Ferzen.

Ferzen von Schweig Brutein.

Seeing that man showing his helpless self in front of her for the first time, Lizzy felt like she was going crazy with joy.

Even though her feelings up until now could only be explained colorless.

After suddenly being given a bunch of colorful crayons, she was at a loss as to which color she should choose first.

"Now......"

First of all, like a mother bird giving food to its baby birds.

Lizzy reached down with her right hand and warmly wrapped it around the back of Ferzen's hand.

Then she put her red lips close to his ear, giggled, and hugged him comfortably.

"What are you doing? I know your obsession makes you want to break the middle finger of my right hand as quickly as possible."

When his fuzzy mind once again recognized his momentarily disturbed obsession through her whisper, Ferzen felt human's instinct to take air coursing through him.

Squeeze-!!

He then grabbed her small hand before grabbing into her slender middle finger.

"Aha......!"

As she was looking at his face from such a close distance, Lizzy could see the frowning expression so clearly in her eyes.

But no matter how much he suffered, Ferzen would never become a victim.

After all, all of this was just an extension of the choices that Ferzen made on that day eight years ago.

Crack-!

Craaack-!!

That was probably the reason why,

Even in the process of her right middle finger being grotesquely bent, unlike the first time,

Lizzy did not let out a pain-filled scream, but just quietly let out a hot breath that was mixed with pleasure as she looked at Ferzen's face.

If there was a thing so full of pleasure to the point it could overcome even the pain that came together with it, it must be something like the thing she currently felt.

"Don't worry too much."

"......"

"Big sis Yuriel will only feel like she was stiff from exhaustion."

Lizzie stretched out her hand, as if not paying attention to the middle finger of her right hand which was bent backward and trembling, as the corner of her mouth slowly curled up while she groped Ferzen's face.

"Are you distressed?"

"......"

"It's okay. I...... will make you into the normal you soon enough."

Rustle-!!

Lizzy lowered her hands that were stroking his face and adjusted her somewhat awkward posture. Then, she smiled at Ferzen with both her lips and eyes.

Her current appearance looked like a wife who was waiting for her husband with a shy heart in her bedroom on their first night......

"Hit my cheek with that hand."

The words that came out of her mouth, no, that command.

It didn't contain the slightest hint of romance.

"It doesn't have to be with the palm of your hand. I don't mind you clenching your fist."

"......"

"What are you hesitating for? It should be nothing compared to breaking a perfectly normal leg."

If that's not the case,

"Actually, in your so-called scales...... Did you even put big sis Yuriel on it?"

Lizzy gently touched the area on her neck where the venomous bug was located and held out an air blade to threaten Ferzen.

Slap-!!

When Lizzy thought her threat was not effective,

She felt a dull impact hitting on her left cheek and at the same time when she was forced to look back, she unconsciously felt a stinging sensation in her cheek.

Even though she was the one who was in control of the situation, the trauma that was engraved deep in her body made her naturally fearful of his outrageous violence.

But now, she knew well about how to control it and how to fight it.

Therefore, she just looked at Ferzen while licking the blood that drizzled from her torn lip.

Slap-!!

But right away, Ferzen's hand slapped her again. But this time, she felt the impact on her right cheek, causing Lizzy to fall to the ground pitifully.

"Ha...... Hahaha......!"

Like she was insane,

Lizzy let out an uncontrollable chuckle as she fumbled to rise to her feet. She then showed her torn lip and bruised face to Ferzen and laughed once again.

On the other hand, Ferzen wrapped his hand which still was feeling the sensation of hitting her cheek with his other hand, and opened his mouth.

"Why are you...... Harming yourself like this?"

"Beats......me? But like you who didn't make me understand, I don't need to make you understand either, right?"

Since when did......

You and I tried to understand the elements of each other that we did not know?

"It's unpleasant, so don't ask me questions from now on."

"......"

"You have pretended to not hear our voices for the last 8 years. So, isn't it too late to do it now?"

Lizzy answered coldly, putting away the pretentious smile and revealing the resentment and hatred that was lingering beyond it.

"On the contrary to our situation, you were living a happy life during those eight years, weren't you? Even if you suffered endlessly from your obsessive-compulsive disorder, your situation would have been way better than Claudia's Family's situation."

Ah.

"I guess it's not relative happiness anymore. After all, you are already...... Enjoying the happiness of starting a family and the pleasure gained from interacting with your loved ones."

When she thought about all that,

And then thought about the tragedies and the misfortunes that her family and her house had experienced, Lizzy felt like her hands would reflexively go up in unbearable anger and resentment.

But instead of resorting to such childish violence, Lizzy just smiled once again and wrapped her hands around Ferzen's neck.

If someone was to look at her from the side, she would look like a woman who was fawning and seducing the man she loved.

However, for Ferzen who was actually facing Lizzy from a close distance, he felt suffocated due to the terrible venom that she carried and felt like his blood had dried up.

Smooch-!!

Soon Lizzy dedicated her first kiss to Ferzen, the man she hated the most, her arch-enemy.

Flinch-!

It was difficult for Ferzen to see what the intention behind such an action was......

Crunch-!!

"Keuk!"

Soon after Lizzy clumsily pushed her tongue into him, entangling his tongue and chewing it roughly with her teeth, Ferzen frowned and threw his head back.

"Heuk!"

No, at that moment, Ferzen was unable to control the assault of his obsession and roughly grabbed the back of Lizzy's head and kissed her lips again like an animal.

Then, unlike her who was clumsy, he grabbed her fleshy tongue skillfully with his tongue before in the same way, crushed her tongue and hurt her.

"......"

"......"

When Ferzen and Lizzy finally parted, a thick scent of blood as well as the fishy taste of blood lingered in each other's mouths.

"Ah...... Ahaha......!"

"......"

"How is it? Are you taken aback because it was different from the kiss you shared with big sis Yuriel? But this kind of kiss suits you more."

After all,

"It was weird...... When you did not hurt anyone."

Kinda like an ordinary person,

And gave as much love as he received.

After saying that such a human-like behavior did not suit him, Lizzy took off her uniform.

Then, what was revealed underneath the uniform that was stained with the blood of the enemy and dust of the battlefield......

Ribs which were faintly visible due to her skinny body,

Pure white skin and bulging breasts,

A tightly closed slit that did not have any hair decorating it,

And lastly, 'unsymmetrical bruises' all around her body that were caused by her rolling across the battlefield.

And as Lizzy expected, Ferzen's red eyes were not gazing at her breasts or her vagina.

After making sure he was looking at her bruises, Lizzy sat down comfortably and spread her legs lewdly.

Rather than trying to seduce him, it was to clearly show the bruises on her thighs and buttocks.

"Can you see it well? I have washed it clean in advance because I wanted you to see it clearly."

Not feeling any shame for showing her naked body, Lizzy continued to speak with a sneer on her lips.

"I'll get back to you...... With this pitiful body."

"......"

"You are a monster who can do nothing but hurt and destroy someone else. So...... "

Lizzy then opened her arms towards Ferzen and put an end to his cursed obsession.

Thud-!!

Afterward, what unfolded inside the small hut was an extremely one-sided brutal violence.

"Keuk! Keu...... ! Arghhhh!"

Lizzy had brought it upon herself, so she decided to endure it.

As expected, she was unable to completely not feel the pain in her body, so from time to time she trembled and crouched in a defensive posture.

But Ferzen pulled her away from that position, moved his red eyes to find any bruises that were not symmetrical, and then used violence on her fragile body to make them symmetrical.

He turned her writhing body over once he was done and searched her back to see if there were any other bruises, inflicting cruel pain that was excruciating on her.

Even though the pain she felt was extreme,

Lizzy also felt extreme pleasure at the same time.

Every time she received the 'Pain' that Ferzen caused her,

She wished to see him suffering as much as she suffered.

Why did she like this two-way muddy exchange that was somehow twisted so much?

His lips, which until now had always uttered kind words and whispers of love to someone else.

His hands, which until now had always become a cozy resting place for someone else to soothe their tired hearts.

When Lizzy realized that she was completely changing and destroying all of that, she could not help but let out a scream that was mixed with laughter.

As the long period of violence finally passed, Lizzy let out a gasp that she could hardly contain due to all the pain that she felt.

Even though he had unleashed such violence towards her, since she did not feel that any of her bones had been broken or fractured, it must have meant that he had controlled his strength as much as possible.

Just what was the reason behind his stubbornness to desperately hold onto his reasoning?

Thud-!!

Maybe the answer to her question was present in the pitiful appearance of Ferzen who was breathing heavily and shedding tears in front of her.

Even though Yuriel could barely feel anything.

He must have felt indescribable pain to see the woman he loved undergoing such a thing.

"Are you feeling...... Sad?"

When Lizzy saw Ferzen like that, she completely forgot about the pain.

After all, her lower abdomen was filled with throbbing, wet pleasure in an instant.

"Unfortunately for you...... This isn't the end......"

Lizzy, who was looking at Ferzen with dreamy eyes, used her hand to touch his face.

Then with her injured hand, she gently opened her narrow vagina, which had never experienced a man before, and opened her mouth once again.

"We just had an unreasonable exchange with our mouth and our hands...... So, shouldn't we have an unreasonable exchange with our genitals too?"

Be considerate to the woman he loved.

In order to let the woman he loved feel pleasure.

Giving affection and receiving affection.

After saying such sex was a luxury for him, Lizzy twisted the corner of her bruised and torn mouth.

"I will also tell you this......"

Hurting others and,

Destroying others,

Was the only kind of sex that suited you.

......This will definitely be the worst first experience for her.

But she was sure, the more her life worsened,

The more the pain he felt intensified. Thinking that she was fine with that, the corners of her bruised eyes curled up.

Ah......

God, who looks down upon this earth from heaven, and could not hear her voice,

_Finally...... I have found a reason to live...... _

The pitiful cries of animals who could do nothing to change their fate but could only hurt each other were quietly drowned out by the sound of pouring rain.