Chapter 2146: Special

After an intense half an hour, I cuddled Fuyu back on the bed to rest for a while.

The traces of what we did could be around us. The crumpled bed sheet and blanket, our clothes that we took off of each other at one point, and the tissue papers we used to clean ourselves.

I savored her enchanting body and so did she with mine. Our mouths probably explored everything there was to explore. We ate each other out and also did it at the same time by doing the infamous position. Furthermore, she also let me use her bountiful chest, albeit only for a minute. But even then, she also lowered her head to suck on me at the same time.

Fuyu became too embarrassed to continue squeezing and watching my length slide in and out of her springy mountains.

It's not that she disliked it, it's more like the visual presentation was too much for her. In her own words, she said she had no idea she could do that.

In any case, despite doing all that, we still didn't cross the final line. I always stopped before her plunging deep within her sacred place. The temptation was real though.

I know it won't matter to her at all if we did cross it but Fuyu never said anything. She just accepted what I was giving and then reciprocated it in her own way.

That's how precious she is.

Am I wrong to hold back? Honestly, the thought kept on returning to me. Fuyu accepted my reasoning that I wanted to keep treasuring her but if we still keep getting into this kind of situation, what's the point, right?

Alright. Let's take a step back. Rather than wallow alone about this contradiction in my head, I should just ask her what she thought about it.

After arranging my thoughts and clearing the unnecessary ones, I glanced down at the girl cuddled to my chest.

I moved down to kiss her forehead which made the girl look up at me.

Once again, her radiant smile that could probably thaw someone frozen in time made its appearance.

How did she get called the ice flower if her smile was this warm? Short answer, it was exclusive for me and maybe her friends.

"Ruki-kun. I love the kiss but don't you think you have to continue down to my lips?"

"Mhm. I'll do that in a moment."

"Something on your mind?"

"Heh. You're getting sharp."

"How can I not notice it? You're so obvious." Fuyu giggled and then poked my cheek, "Here, your face is twitching. It means you're hesitating to ask me about something, right."

Was it that obvious? Of course, it is. It's the same type of observation I often use to those I converse with. I can somehow infer what they're thinking by the subtle movement of their facial muscles or body.

This time, it got handed back to me by this girl.

I wryly smiled without denying at all

"Out with it. Your Fuyu here will listen." Fuyu smugly poked at my chest like a wife who'd already seen through her lying husband.

"My Fuyu, huh? It's only been more than a day and you're already like my wife."

"Of course. I did say I won't hold back anymore. The all-suspecting Fuyu of the past is no more. She's now Ruki-kun's girlfriend and soon-to-be wife."

Ah. That's it. I'm going to ask her parents to let her live with me here when I introduce myself to them. Just like when I do it with Aunt Akemi and Uncle Satoru for Akane.

Anyway, I matched the vibrant smile on her lips and teased her.

"I like the confidence. What do you think? Should I go home with you later and ask for your hand from Auntie and Uncle?"

"That... Let's think about that in the future! I don't want to get teased every day by Mom and Fubuki!"

I laughed and pinched her cheek, "Alright. I won't ask them for your hand yet. I won't pretend in front of Fubuki-chan though. I'll keep playing with her and watch you get flustered whenever she teases us."

"Ugh... Bad Ruki-kun. But I'm afraid I might like getting teased to you now..."

"Ah. You're right. You love me so much you won't be able to pretend in front of Fubuki-chan anymore."

"Mou... It's your fault for making me face my feelings for you."

"Then let me take responsibility, alright?"

"Un. Do that... By the way, Ruki-kun. When are you going to tell me what's troubling you?"

"Ah. Sorry. I got distracted by your cuteness." Another pinch on her cheek followed a kiss, conveying more of my affection to her.

Fuyu accepted all of it and returned it twofold once our lips separated, we stared at each other and giggled sweetly.

It's criminal for her to be this adorable, right?

In any case, since she asked, I couldn't stall anymore.

After reorganizing my thoughts once again, I brought up the question bugging my head.

"Fuyu, do you think it's unfair?"

Not understanding my question, Fuyu's eyebrows curled as she tilted her head to the side.

"Hmm? Unfair what?"

I smiled and presented what I was thinking to her in a rather guilty tone. "That I'm holding back my desire for you. I can sense that if I asked you for it, you would be willing to go all the way and make love with me. Even last night. However, I keep chickening

out."

"Ruki-kun, look at me."

"Hmm? I'm looking."

"Good. Then listen well, okay? We already talked about this last night. I fully understand how much you want to treasure me and prove that you're just not after my body. Isn't that the case?"

"Yes, it is."

"Then, Ruki-kun, it's not unfair at all to me. You sincerely conveyed your feelings to me and I accepted it. Nothing is wrong with your desire to continue treasuring me."

"I admit. Learning how much you make love with Akane made me a little jealous. However, my best friend has been in love with you for so long. She finally got you back after chasing you for years... I can understand that making love is not just an act of lust for both of you. It's a constant reminder that you love each other a lot. And through it, your bond keeps on strengthening. It's like when you finally do a serve you're aspiring to learn and you keep doing it to train and make it a part of your arsenal of skills."

Alright. That tennis analogy was a bit off but Fuyu's words were entirely correct. That's how it is for Akane and I. And also for my other girls... Having sex or making love with them is both a reminder and our way to bond.

"Even if we don't cross the line yet, isn't it the same for us? Better yet, I love how you can keep holding back. I have resolved myself to be with and do everything with you yet despite every chance that opened to you, you managed to hold back. It means you do treasure me a lot. And I feel special because of it." Fuyu continued as she put on her usual lovely smile, conveying the ingenuity and sincerity of her words.

Seconds later, the girl narrowed her eyes and let her smile turn into a smirk, providing a counterpoint to remind me of something else.

"However... Ruki-kun, do remember that I would also love to feel you here. Deep inside me.

You made me feel so good without it, I imagine it will be even better." Fuyu pushed my chest and climbed up on top of me. With her hand holding my erection that once again stood up, she

let it slide across her moist slit.

That's her way of proving the words she just said.

This girl... Will we be able to go down like this?

Obviously not.

But thanks to her, my head cleared up.

"You're right. One of these days, I will make it up to you... I'll make you feel good inside too."

Upon saying that, I grabbed her by the hips and guided her to grind on me for the third time

this morning.

"Pervert Ruki-kun."

"Now I'm the pervert?! Well, I won't deny that."

Fuyu giggled as she delivered those words and we both laughed after I exaggerated that

retort.

Soon after that, the room once again became filled with the sound of our half-baked

lovemaking.

No matter what, we're still doing something quite close to the actual act. And with our bodies already this familiar to each other, it's only a matter of time before we get past that line.